Monday, August 29, 2011

Is your season up?

Funny how people pretend to be your friends. How do you say "I love you" to a friend and then alienate them when they are going through a difficult time. I want to look at them so bad and say "thanks for being there for me, I really needed that" (Sarcasm) But we must realize that all people were not brought into our lives for a lifetime. Some are here for a season. The sooner we understand that the better. My problem is, I expect people to be like me. Whenever one of my friends needs me I am there. Sometimes to lend a hand, sometimes to lend an ear but always there. I am thankful for those true friends and my wonderful family. They are what makes for a fulfilling life.
Thank you God for placing special, unforgettable people in my life. And thank you for taking those away whose season is up. I am smart enough to decipher the difference.

Friday, August 12, 2011

In the midst

It hurts! There really is no other explanation. Good days are good, Bad days are horrible. Sitting here with the tears rolling down my face. Its easy to put up a good front when you are out amongst others. But sitting home...alone...with the pain is the difficult part. I know it will be ok. I will. Still hurts though...